When God Surprises You

This morning, I woke up frustrated about everything that I needed to get done this week.  I sat in my recliner last night and wished that I could just stop everything I have going.  I dreamed of what it would feel like to have no responsibilities, deadlines, etc. for a while.

Then in staff meeting this morning, we did our normal scripture reading at the beginning of the meeting and….BAM!!  God spoke to me and I was like “Crap, God!!  You’re not letting me off the hook!  Of any of this mess!”

But I love when God does that.  He meets us where we are and surprises the heck out of us.

Here’s the scripture that was read today: 2 Corinthians 4

4 1-2 Since God has so generously let us in on what he is doing, we’re not about to throw up our hands and walk off the job just because we run into occasional hard times. We refuse to wear masks and play games. We don’t maneuver and manipulate behind the scenes. And we don’t twist God’s Word to suit ourselves. Rather, we keep everything we do and say out in the open, the whole truth on display, so that those who want to can see and judge for themselves in the presence of God.

3-4 If our Message is obscure to anyone, it’s not because we’re holding back in any way. No, it’s because these other people are looking or going the wrong way and refuse to give it serious attention. All they have eyes for is the fashionable god of darkness. They think he can give them what they want, and that they won’t have to bother believing a Truth they can’t see. They’re stone-blind to the dayspring brightness of the Message that shines with Christ, who gives us the best picture of God we’ll ever get.

5-6 Remember, our Message is not about ourselves; we’re proclaiming Jesus Christ, the Master. All we are is messengers, errand runners from Jesus for you. It started when God said, “Light up the darkness!” and our lives filled up with light as we saw and understood God in the face of Christ, all bright and beautiful.

7-12 If you only look at us, you might well miss the brightness. We carry this precious Message around in the unadorned clay pots of our ordinary lives. That’s to prevent anyone from confusing God’s incomparable power with us. As it is, there’s not much chance of that. You know for yourselves that we’re not much to look at. We’ve been surrounded and battered by troubles, but we’re not demoralized; we’re not sure what to do, but we know that God knows what to do; we’ve been spiritually terrorized, but God hasn’t left our side; we’ve been thrown down, but we haven’t broken. What they did to Jesus, they do to us—trial and torture, mockery and murder; what Jesus did among them, he does in us—he lives! Our lives are at constant risk for Jesus’ sake, which makes Jesus’ life all the more evident in us. While we’re going through the worst, you’re getting in on the best!

13-15 We’re not keeping this quiet, not on your life. Just like the psalmist who wrote, “I believed it, so I said it,” we say what we believe. And what we believe is that the One who raised up the Master Jesus will just as certainly raise us up with you, alive. Every detail works to your advantage and to God’s glory: more and more grace, more and more people, more and more praise!

16-18 So we’re not giving up. How could we! Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without his unfolding grace. These hard times are small potatoes compared to the coming good times, the lavish celebration prepared for us. There’s far more here than meets the eye. The things we see now are here today, gone tomorrow. But the things we can’t see now will last forever.

When was a time that God surprised you?  Through scripture, other people, etc?

If I’m being honest…

I worry a lot.  That part isn’t new.

I’ve been a worrier my whole life.  Give me a few seconds to think about something, and I could probably give you a pretty good list of all of the things you should worry about.  Sounds run, right?  Maybe a fun party trick? Not really.

Add worry to the fact that I’m a people-pleaser to the max, and you get a girl that weighs all odds and options before she does anything!  I’m super cautious!  I want to succeed.  And the thing is, because I have the art of calculating risks down to a science, I normally do alright for myself.

But the thing that I’ve learned the most about myself lately is that I seem to really need permission from people before I do anything.  This has never really occurred to me until lately.  And because it’s never occurred to me, it’s never bothered me.  But now that I realize this about myself, it’s driving me nuts!

I don’t like risks and I have always wanted people to be happy.  So I did what it took to make people happy.  Rarely doing anything for myself.  Shoot!  I didn’t have a clue what I would even want because I was so wrapped up in what I thought others wanted from me!

I’ve realized that this has even presented itself in silly ways like I didn’t really do anything to update my house for the first 10 years we lived there.  How crazy is that?!  I HATED my kitchen wallpaper, but I lived with it for 10 years!  Most people would come in and change it right away!  Who in the world did I think I needed permission from to rip that junk out?!  But there was always something in the back of my head saying that I didn’t have permission to do that.  Until one day when I had enough!  Chris was sitting in the living room, and all of a sudden I grabbed the wallpaper scratcher thing and went at it.  He was shocked because I hadn’t said a word to him about it.  I just started at it, and he was like “Well, I guess we’re re-doing the kitchen!”  So we did!

One of the most freeing conversations I’ve had over the last year was with a leader at church.  I was explaining to him something I had been researching and having meetings about.  I was struggling with actually making the decision to pull the plug on the project and was asking who I needed to ask permission from to move ahead when he looked at me and said something to the effect of “Stephanie, you make good decisions.  If you think this is the right thing to do, do it!”  And so I did!  Those few words made a world of difference to me!  And it started getting me thinking about what else I could do!

There are always going to be times when I/we need to get permission to do things.  But more often than not, people just want us to act!  Get things done!  Get the ball rolling!  Maybe even take a little risk!

A guy that I follow on social media posted this the other day…”Your life unfolds in proportion to your courage.” (Check out Stephen Brewster!  He’s awesome!)

I’ve been thinking about that a lot.

If I’m honest with myself, I haven’t had much courage in life up to now.  I’ve played things safe.  Done everything I could to make sure I didn’t make mistakes.  Tried to be the best.

And if I’m also honest with myself, the times I’ve learned the most in life have been when I’ve royally messed up.  And I truly believe I’m a better person because of them!

We’re so afraid of making mistakes and messing up that sometimes we don’t really let ourselves live.  I haven’t let myself really live.

But I’m learning that it’s OK to take some risk in life.  And it’s OK to screw up now and then!  That I’ll still be an OK person…if anything, I’ll be a better person!

I’ll always probably have a tendency to worry.  And I’ll always want others to be happy.  But I’m going to try to not let these things cripple me so much in the future.

And I’m not asking permission!

10 things I want to do around Dallas

I’ve been thinking about things I wanted to do around town, and before I forget them I wanted to write the list down.  Maybe I’ll even come back and cross them off my list as they are completed.

Here’s the list:

  1. Go to Alamo Draft House – it looks fun!
  2. Top Golf – I’ve been told that I don’t have to know what I’m doing, so I’m in!
  3. Go to Look Cinemas – a few of my friends rave about it
  4. Go to an opera at the Winspear Opera House – I’ve been to a concert there but not a full-blown opera
  5. Go to Breadwinners – the food looks amazing and the atmosphere looks cool!
  6. Lockhart Smokehouse – the one in Dallas.  I love that area, and I’ve been wanting to try it – DONE!
  7. Pecan Lodge – while we’re talking about barbecue, I had to throw this one in.  Never been there, but I’ve always wanted to go.
  8. iPic Theater – yet another movie/eating experience I’d like to try
  9. Perot Museum – maybe in 10 years when it’s not as crowded!
  10. Eat at a food truck – either at Klyde Warren or the food truck park.  I’ve never eaten at one, and I’m dying to have the experience! – DONE!

What is on your list of things to do around town?

Kid Humor

Kids think the silliest things are funny!

When Caleb was younger, every joke he told had the word “eyeball” in it!  He thought that was the funniest word ever!

Right now, Luke is on a kick where he thinks it’s funny to say the phrase “on your face”!  He’ll say things like “chicken on your face”, “pizza on your face” or anything he can think of…on your face!  He’ll crack himself up every time!  The jokes aren’t funny themselves.  But it sure is funny that he thinks it’s hilarious!

And Sadie?  She’s into potty humor.  We’re still trying to break her of that, but with two brothers who think it’s pretty funny too, that’s a pretty hard task!

I love watching their sense of humors developing and seeing what they think is funny!

What words/phrases have your kids cracked up about?